years ago i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist also accepted i have PTSD traits to.

im 31 and have endured a very hard life with abuse, victimization, mental abuse all throughout .

my symptoms from the age of 16 which got worse as years past by are :

mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.

always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.

as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.

my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.

everyday i get mood swings, from feeling totally depressed and despairing one minute , then the next minute , ‘ ok ” again – if im in a severe depressive low , then someone talks to me, reassures me, gives me clarity —- my mood will suddenley lift to feeling ok again –

so would that rule out having bi polar ??

i used to have aggressive outburst in public, where stress would build up…my thoughts would race…disorganised….get paranoid that people were threatening me or persecuting me , get jealous of happy people — than i would just end up losing it like a mad man, threaten people attack, lash out at strangers….

this has greatly improved for years now….i learned to control my behaviour, been seeking help. even though psychotherapy isnt available because of lack of resources.

i often worry though do my symptoms mean any other disorder other than borderline personality disorder ??

like : OCD , GAD , bi polar , add , ?? what do you think ?

i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.

Tags: aggression, asking questions on yahoo, borderline personality disorder, clarity, dissociation, drifts, friendships, life circumstances, low self esteem, mental abuse, mood swings, outburst, panic and anxiety, paranoia, physical mental health, psychiatrist, rage, sentences, teenage years, worries

years ago i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist also accepted i have PTSD traits to.

im 31 and have endured a very hard life with abuse, victimization, mental abuse all throughout .

my symptoms from the age of 16 which got worse as years past by are :

mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.

always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.

as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.

my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.

everyday i get mood swings, from feeling totally depressed and despairing one minute , then the next minute , ‘ ok ” again – if im in a severe depressive low , then someone talks to me, reassures me, gives me clarity —- my mood will suddenley lift to feeling ok again –

so would that rule out having bi polar ??

i used to have aggressive outburst in public, where stress would build up…my thoughts would race…disorganised….get paranoid that people were threatening me or persecuting me , get jealous of happy people — than i would just end up losing it like a mad man, threaten people attack, lash out at strangers….

this has greatly improved for years now….i learned to control my behaviour, been seeking help. even though psychotherapy isnt available because of lack of resources.

i often worry though do my symptoms mean any other disorder other than borderline personality disorder ??

like : OCD , GAD , bi polar , add , ?? what do you think ?

i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.

Tags: aggression, asking questions on yahoo, borderline personality disorder, clarity, dissociation, drifts, friendships, life circumstances, low self esteem, mental abuse, mood swings, outburst, panic and anxiety, paranoia, physical mental health, psychiatrist, rage, sentences, teenage years, worries

years ago i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist also accepted i have PTSD traits to.

im 31 and have endured a very hard life with abuse, victimization, mental abuse all throughout .

my symptoms from the age of 16 which got worse as years past by are :

mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.

always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.

as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.

my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.

everyday i get mood swings, from feeling totally depressed and despairing one minute , then the next minute , ‘ ok ” again – if im in a severe depressive low , then someone talks to me, reassures me, gives me clarity —- my mood will suddenley lift to feeling ok again –

so would that rule out having bi polar ??

i used to have aggressive outburst in public, where stress would build up…my thoughts would race…disorganised….get paranoid that people were threatening me or persecuting me , get jealous of happy people — than i would just end up losing it like a mad man, threaten people attack, lash out at strangers….

this has greatly improved for years now….i learned to control my behaviour, been seeking help. even though psychotherapy isnt available because of lack of resources.

i often worry though do my symptoms mean any other disorder other than borderline personality disorder ??

like : OCD , GAD , bi polar , add , ?? what do you think ?

i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.

Tags: aggression, asking questions on yahoo, borderline personality disorder, clarity, dissociation, drifts, friendships, life circumstances, low self esteem, mental abuse, mood swings, outburst, panic and anxiety, paranoia, physical mental health, psychiatrist, rage, sentences, teenage years, worries

i need reassurance , please help .

my psychiatrist is adamant i DONT have bi polar , only borderline personality.

years ago i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist also accepted i have PTSD traits to.

im 31 and have endured a very hard life with abuse, victimization, mental abuse all throughout .

my symptoms from the age of 16 which got worse as years past by are :

mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.

always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.

as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.

my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.

everyday i get mood swings, from feeling totally depressed and despairing one minute , then the next minute , ‘ ok ” again – if im in a severe depressive low , then someone talks to me, reassures me, gives me clarity —- my mood will suddenley lift to feeling ok again –

so would that rule out having bi polar ??

i used to have aggressive outburst in public, where stress would build up…my thoughts would race…disorganised….get paranoid that people were threatening me or persecuting me , get jealous of happy people — than i would just end up losing it like a mad man, threaten people attack, lash out at strangers….

this has greatly improved for years now….i learned to control my behaviour, been seeking help. even though psychotherapy isnt available because of lack of resources.

i often worry though do my symptoms mean any other disorder other than borderline personality disorder ??

like : OCD , GAD , bi polar , add , ?? what do you think ?

i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.

Tags: aggression, asking questions on yahoo, borderline personality disorder, clarity, dissociation, drifts, friendships, life circumstances, low self esteem, mental abuse, mood swings, panic and anxiety, paranoia, physical mental health, psychiatrist, rage, reassurance, sentences, teenage years, worries

years ago i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist also accepted i have PTSD traits to.

im 31 and have endured a very hard life with abuse, victimization, mental abuse all throughout .

my symptoms from the age of 16 which got worse as years past by are :

mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.

always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.

as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.

my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.

everyday i get mood swings, from feeling totally depressed and despairing one minute , then the next minute , ‘ ok ” again – if im in a severe depressive low , then someone talks to me, reassures me, gives me clarity —- my mood will suddenley lift to feeling ok again –

so would that rule out having bi polar ??

i used to have aggressive outburst in public, where stress would build up…my thoughts would race…disorganised….get paranoid that people were threatening me or persecuting me , get jealous of happy people — than i would just end up losing it like a mad man, threaten people attack, lash out at strangers….

this has greatly improved for years now….i learned to control my behaviour, been seeking help. even though psychotherapy isnt available because of lack of resources.

i often worry though do my symptoms mean any other disorder other than borderline personality disorder ??

like : OCD , GAD , bi polar , add , ?? what do you think ?

i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.

Tags: aggression, asking questions on yahoo, borderline personality disorder, clarity, dissociation, drifts, friendships, life circumstances, low self esteem, mental abuse, mood swings, outburst, panic and anxiety, paranoia, physical mental health, psychiatrist, rage, sentences, teenage years, worries

i need reassurance , please help ! ( clenched teeth )

my psychiatrist is adamant i DONT have bi polar , only borderline personality.

years ago i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist also accepted i have PTSD traits to.

im 31 and have endured a very hard life with abuse, victimization, mental abuse all throughout .

my symptoms from the age of 16 which got worse as years past by are :

mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.

always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.

as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.

my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.

everyday i get mood swings, from feeling totally depressed and despairing one minute , then the next minute , ‘ ok ” again – if im in a severe depressive low , then someone talks to me, reassures me, gives me clarity —- my mood will suddenley lift to feeling ok again –

so would that rule out having bi polar ??

i used to have aggressive outburst in public, where stress would build up…my thoughts would race…disorganised….get paranoid that people were threatening me or persecuting me , get jealous of happy people — than i would just end up losing it like a mad man, threaten people attack, lash out at strangers….

this has greatly improved for years now….i learned to control my behaviour, been seeking help. even though psychotherapy isnt available because of lack of resources.

i often worry though do my symptoms mean any other disorder other than borderline personality disorder ??

like : OCD , GAD , bi polar , add , ?? what do you think ?

i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.

Tags: aggression, asking questions on yahoo, borderline personality disorder, clarity, clenched teeth, dissociation, drifts, friendships, life circumstances, low self esteem, mental abuse, mood swings, panic and anxiety, paranoia, physical mental health, psychiatrist, reassurance, sentences, teenage years, worries

i’m 19 but for my whole life i’ve had anxiety disorder…it got worse when i was 11 and started having panic attacks. my teenage years were a nightmare and i got no treatment. i began therapy last fall and in february i started zoloft, but got off it in june because while it stopped my physical anxiety attacks…it made me manic and then depressed. it was pretty unpredictable.

i started taking vitamin b-12 a couple days ago, so far no cigar. exercise and stuff helps but never lasts for too long.

i’m not sure if i try herbs or try a mood stabilizer as i have mood swings too, and they help anxiety.

can anyone relate to my situation? and what do you do for it?

i’m frustrated.

Tags: Anxiety Attacks, Anxiety Disorder, cigar, couple days, exercise, herbs, mood stabilizer, mood swings, nightmare, Panic Attacks, teenage years, vitamin b 12, whole life, zoloft

At the moment, I’m watching her 8( or 9) year old son because he was removed from the school system. In school, he’d been harassed and generally antagonized by adults and students, and it’s obviously affected him greatly. Even the ignorant teachers noticed he seemed sad in school. Now, while we were doing reading comprehension and were pressed for time he seemed emotionally distraught, felt like he had "butterflies in his stomach" and broke down into tears. He said he felt it was unfair that other kids went to school and were able to learn and have fun, since to him that was the point of school. It pains me to hear this, since I had a similar experience in school and I really don’t want him to end up like me with troubled teenage years and clinical issues, but at the same time I don’t know how to breach the subject with his mother without sounding like I’m doing a .00 psychoanalysis and I think I know better than a professional or something. I’m at a loss here. I know how to deal with emotionally troubled teens and higher, but I’ve never dealt with anything like this with a child before.

Tags: adults, butterflies, psychoanalysis, reading comprehension, stomach, teenage years, troubled teens