I’ve had really bad panic attacks for about three years now. I am now 18 years old and i don’t know what started them. I was just sitting in class, and i thought i was going to pass out… and then i just got really freaked out and started shaking.. ever since then.. it’s been a fear of the fear of having them.
i’m so afraid of them even tho i know they can’t hurt you. Basically.. i’ve been to so many psychiatrists… and psychologists.. tried every behavioral therapy.. tried all of these medicines.. including klonopin and anti-depressants… some times during my life it gets better… then i just downfall altogether. I am afraid to drive more than five minutes away… and i’m afraid i won’t be able to start college this year. I just get overwhelmed and am afraid i can’t get to someone in my family quick enough to help me. it sounds so silly to people who dont’ experience them… but i’m just so sad and feel hopeless… any tips that i may not have heard on how to fix this.. it’s
ruining me… i just want to be normal again… like i wanna go with my friends on a road trip.. but i can’t, becasue i’ll freak out. I can’t even sit in movies or get my hair done because i hate being in situations where i feel like i’ll make a fool out of myself getting out of it…
it’s basically like i said.. the fear of having one.. is what makes it happen. it’s a horrible cycle. please help me… someone ![]()
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