Hey,
I have been asked to be someones bridesmaid, im not really friends with the bride to be but she doesn’t have many mates so she asked me if i will be one.
Problem is im prone to panic attacks and general freaking out in the public eye. There are well over 100 guests going aswell and the walk tho the alter is quite far.
I have told her that i will probably faint or freak out and asked if the men could walk the bridesmaids down the eisle so im less likely to fall flat on my face or worse, run the opposite direction. she said it was fine but now she has changed her mind and we are walking down alone, worst of all im first bridesmaid to walk down and obviously the one that is standing there the longest.
i realise that this day isn’t about me but i also dont want to ruin it for them because i have a panic attack in the middle of it (i had one at my best friends 21st and stood there with a microphone in my hand for a long time staring at everyone without saying one word then just left the stage)
anyway this is getting rambling long………. so does anyone have any tips on not fainting, vomiting, falling or any other things that could possibly happen to me when there are many eyes are on me??
oh and the wedding is in 6 days time, rehersal is tomorrow but its NOT being held at the same venue as the ceremony (pointless i think)
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