what might be wrong with me? for the past 10 mounths i’ve been going through the following symptoms:
depression
anxiety
depersonalization derealisation
brain fog
blurred vision
heart palpitations
thoughts and sensations about the universe and how we are here that increase my depression
sleep anxiety
fear of dying in my sleep
insomnia
a noise in my head that bolts me awaik right before i fall asleep
feeling shaky
senstion of butterflies in my stomach
bizzare thoughts
mind confusion
irritability
weird sensations at night while i’m trying to sleep
inability to consontrate in class
fear of insanity
fear of death
fear of nothingness
fear of having a serious physical or mental condition
mild hallucinations (seeing lines or black dots that arnt there)
hppd
stress
out of body sensations when i’m trying to sleep
lethargy
inability to enjoy almost everything
racing thoughts
inability to relaxe
obssessions about getting better
apathy
disoriantation
feelings of fear
spiritual thoughts that increase anxiety and depression
thinking i’m dead
desperation to feel normal again
all this for 10 mounths what are some possible mental or physical problems that i might have?

Tags: anxiety and depression, apathy, arnt, blurred vision, body sensations, brain fog, depersonalization, depression anxiety, desperation, dying in my sleep, fear of death, fear of insanity, feelings of fear, hallucinations, heart palpitations, irritability, lethargy, mounths, nothingness, spiritual thoughts

what might be wrong with me? for the past 10 mounths i’ve been going through the following symptoms:
depression
anxiety
depersonalization derealisation
brain fog
blurred vision
heart palpitations
thoughts and sensations about the universe and how we are here that increase my depression
sleep anxiety
fear of dying in my sleep
insomnia
a noise in my head that bolts me awaik right before i fall asleep
feeling shaky
senstion of butterflies in my stomach
bizzare thoughts
mind confusion
irritability
weird sensations at night while i’m trying to sleep
inability to consontrate in class
fear of insanity
fear of death
fear of nothingness
fear of having a serious physical or mental condition
mild hallucinations (seeing lines or black dots that arnt there)
hppd
stress
out of body sensations when i’m trying to sleep
lethargy
inability to enjoy almost everything
racing thoughts
inability to relaxe
obssessions about getting better
apathy
disoriantation
feelings of fear
spiritual thoughts that increase anxiety and depression
thinking i’m dead
all this for 10 mounths what are some possible mental or physical problems that i might have?

Tags: anxiety and depression, apathy, arnt, blurred vision, body sensations, brain fog, depersonalization, depression anxiety, dying in my sleep, fear of death, fear of insanity, feelings of fear, hallucinations, heart palpitations, insomnia, irritability, lethargy, mounths, nothingness, spiritual thoughts

Does anyone have any experience reports on the efficacy and especially affects on anxiety levels with these two families?
I was on Adderall IR 30mg 2x a day,then Adderall XR 60mg, then vyvanse 140mg, and I’ve tried (without a scrip, yes, abuse, I was ignorant at the time), Concerta twice, which I know to be Methylphenidate-based. I want to try Focalin XR, as I’ve read a lot of good things over Concerta. Reason being, Vyvanse maybe lasts a little too long in the keeping-me-awake department, so yeah. Main thing I want to know, though, is ANXIETY LEVELS with these meds comparitively, as Amphs do very little to make my anxiety worse, and Concerta nearly made me have a panic attack and made the anxiety much worse (worry, fear of death, racing heart, chest pain, all true signs of anxiety attack), and I’m on 1mg Klonopin 2x a day for panic/anxiety(started before any stimulant ADD meds) already, and had taken my morning dose that day.
I’m wondering if focalin XR, since it’s a different type of Methylphenidate, may have a more positive effect in terms of anxiety, and maybe even on better focus and impulse-control over Amphs (I didn’t have a good way to record such info with concerta, as when I focused, it was either on school, or my anxiety).

For a reason I won’t discuss, Adderall IR or XR are forever, or at least until I leave the area (6m-1y), out of the picture, or I’d be on Adderall XR 60mg right now, since with it I’ve never felt, happier, socialable, easier to get along with, more concentrated, and in control of my actions, in my entire life. Saddenning I cannot get this, in my opinion, miricle drug, any longer. Not to mention it’s the only medication that’s help my pretty severe depression. No SSRI depression med ever worked, and without it I just feel hopeless and down all the time. Call me a sissy, but I probably cry every day.

Oh well. Concerta DID improve my mood, aside from the extreme anxiety it caused so I’m not worried about that about the other class of drug.

Enough with my Vyvanse-induced rambling. Haha

Thanks for all the help. Looking forward to detailed and helpful responses

-Cavin
Excuse some moronic grammatical errors. I switched effect with affect, at least once. I also typed this considerably quickly. Do forgive, do forgive. Hahaha
That’s so irritating, though. Wanting to be a writer and linguist doesn’t allow grammar errors, in my opinion. haha XD OCD boy over here.

Tags: adderall, adderall xr, anxiety levels, concerta, experience reports, extreme anxiety, fear of death, focalin, focalin xr, impulse control, klonopin, methylphenidate, panic anxiety, panic attack, racing heart, severe depression, signs of anxiety attack, ssri, true signs, two families

For example, is it possible to have a panic attack with just the mental aspect (deep sense of dread, fear of death, derealization, etc,) without physical symptoms such as shaking, and increased heartbeat?

Tags: deep sense, fear of death, heartbeat, mental aspect, panic attack

hi im 16 years old and ive been having what i believe are panic or anxiety attacks for about the past two weeks my symptoms are i feel dizzy and it gets hard for me to breath i get shaky my palms sweat and my legs get kind of cold sweats sometimes i get headaches and i start getting bad thoughts and i have a fear of death and i get really TERRIFIED i am going to the doctor on monday 12-24-07and today is 12-17-07 what can i do in the meantime to calm myself when i or make my attack go away when i have one i have school tomarrow and i get them at school to what can i do to calm myself? but my most problem is i cant breath thats the worst part of it but i dont have any lung problems cause the doctors took x-rays of my lungs got a blood sample and i dont have neumonia or any lung infections i mostly get attacks when im in i big place with alot of people i went to the mall yesterday and it was packed and i got really bad i feelt like i was gonna stop breathing and pass please help me!

Tags: alot of people, Anxiety Attacks, bad thoughts, blood sample, cold sweats, doctors, fear of death, going to the doctor, headaches, legs, lung infections, lung problems, lungs, palms, stop breathing, sweat, tomarrow, x rays

I have a condition where a rise of temperature at the back of my neck is emotionally triggered and I feel an aching sensation that really hurts. The emotions are based on being very angry and very sad. It is followed by chest pain making it hard to breathe and a sense of emptiness. The panic/anxiety attack symptoms that I found on the internet do not appeal to me because it is stated that most of them have a sense of impending doom, fear of death, bla bla bla~ I do not fear death nor am I suicidal. You live you die, that’s life.

So I will list down my symptoms once again.

1. Rise of temperature & aching sensation at the back of neck (emotionally triggered)

2. Difficult to breathe.

3. Calmed by smoking or listening to music.

I need someone to tell me my medical condition so I can address a specialist to prescribe me some medication as soon as possible.

Wish we had Xanax in my country.

I do not tolerate dumb answers, do not test my patience. I already have a short fuse to begin with. Thank you very much.

Tags: amp, anxiety attack symptoms, back of my neck, bla, chest pain, dumb answers, emotions, emptiness, fear of death, impending doom, listening to music, medical condition, medication, panic anxiety attack symptoms, patience, sensation, short fuse, xanax