the past 9 months been very hard on me. i moved about 5 times in the past 9 months, had a few unstable livin situations, been disconnected by my dad, no longer his son, troubles with college, etc…in october, i nearly hit rock bottom again, and i was having friendship problems and work issues, also my grandma died around dat time, and one day around dat time, i came home to my stepmom lightheaded, dizzy, spinning, etc…throwing up half the night when i got home. next day, doctor said i had an anxiety attack. i just got my apartment in november, n things started to work out…still had problems as far as toilet paper soaked in b lood. a lil bit of stress until this week when i lost my job i had for 2 1/2 yrs. afta that, i been shakin, a lil dizzy, sweating all the time, loss of apetite, cant sleep well at night. i woke up last nite w/ a pale face, n bags under my eyelids. stomachaches and chest pains too. i got depression, bipolar n anxiety…but what r these symptoms of? neva had b4.

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