
This is gonna sound like the weirdest thing or phobia, but I developed some kind of eye anxiety over the past 2years and it’s driving me nuts!
Im currently in high school, about to be a senior….and i have one month to go before school finishes, i cant take my anxiety anymore. I get so nervous, and get like tummy aches and like this tightness in my chest like i’m dizzy i feel so sick! That ive been cutting class because i physically cant take it anymore, i get so nervous when alot of people are around, and if i dont know them dont even talk about it! the only times in my life where I can be at peace with my self is practically alone and thats pitiful!! Because i dont wanna be alone, im just a regular human being with this problem that i get very nervous in social situations, and when the anxiety kicks in, it’s just like almost uncontrollable. I ve tried to deal with it in many ways, ive even considered taking medicine already, because it seems like something in my brain is not right. I am Extremely PARANOIC about everything in my life, what people say and dont 24/7, feel like people are staring all the time, but you see this is some kind of anxiety and i think it started with me being uncomfortable "staring" at people in the eye, is like I feel im forced to look at a person in the eyes as soon as I see them , out of respect of something and the weird vibe i give of feeling uncomfortable doing so just makes me so uncomfortable OVERALL in social situations. Please, HELP me. I pray alot for this pass. What should I do with my anxiety I can’t help it anymore i’m Tiredd and I dont wanna fail my classes because my mother doesnt know Im skipping because I feel totally sick in a school where I dont know anyone and where nobody tries to be my friend due to my anxiety, i can tell they judge me. (by the way I transfered to this high school, im new) and it’s so painful to already deal with this anxiety whereever i go and have nobody to talk to in school. It’s just even more Painful.
Please, help me. I also have like obsessive thoughts all day long and I tell myself I dont wanna think those negatives things, but they just keep coming and i tell myself to relax, but it doesnt work. I dotn live with my parents so basically i have no ones real support.
Please help me with your advice, if you can.
THANKS SO MUCH. I appreciate it.
i wont let anxiety get the best of me. It is a battle i want to win and I want to become a singer one day. Hopefully I can. those who have it i know understand me. And what kills me is that I do want to talk to people, and I am friendly and want to make friends, but my anxiety doesnt let me do it. this nervousness that I didnt have BEFORE. i developed this at 15/16. i’m now almost 18.im like a freaking Loner now ;(
I don’t go out with friends anymore because I get so nervous around people…. It’s true this is how I feel everyday, and it stops me from doing my normal life.
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