
could my symptoms also be biological ? neurological ?
should i ask for any certain physical tests?
im 31 had a very hard life, many abuses, mainly psychological – ive lived alone in a one bedroom apartment on welfare for 6 years now – so far , ive missed out on a normal life of employment, having friends, having a job, virtually everything.
the mental health services have failed me all my life and im still struggling to get the right help and care from the services.
i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder years ago, but ive felt for a while now ive had symptoms of other disorders to, the other ones being : – OCD , ptsd and bipolar .
i know i have ptsd, i have all the symptoms for it and want further tests done , but i also suspect bipolar and ocd.
the problem is my mental health team dont agree with me and wont test me further, – they wont get me psychotherapy either because they said theres no resources for it in my area..
so now, im gonna have to go down other channels to see i get further assesments done and get intensive therapy..
some of my symptoms are : obsessive worries everyday, about my physical health, future , mental health, material possessions – i repeat these same worries everyday – racing thoughts everyday, struggle to hold a train of thought , scattered jumbled thoughts, feel disorganized, worried everyday.
high levels of anxiety and palpitations , im agoraphobic and cant go out, except to do essential things – i struggle with anger and rage feelings , moods are always ok one minute , euphoric and hopeful the next , back to extremely dispairing the next.
have disocociative episodes where i space out, outside , have panic attacks and feel on edge if i have to go out, on guard. – paranoia people are against me
ive had these symptoms most of my adult life
im also worrying ” should i get tested biologically ? ” –
because ive heard some mental illness are caused by things being physically wrong , neurologically wrong –
if so, what biological tests do i ask for to rule that out ?
ive recentley had blood test done – kidney, liver, glucose ,( thyroid) ( i think ) – they all came back within the normal range ..
but i was told blood tests at your gps dont detect everything ?
i had a had injury in a street attack in 1997, i was hit over the headwith a chair leg – my skull wasnt fractured , only the skin was torn . blood everywhere.
i was attacked because i had a rage outburst in the street, and 3 thug types attacked me.
i cant remember if i had a brain scan or neuro scans at the time , should i ask for them now ?
could something physical be causing my psychiatric symptoms instead of my diagnosis ( borderline personality and ptsd ) ??
ive had shooting pains and pulling pains in my pubic area, testicles and penis for months..
ive been masturbating vigorously for as long as i can remember over 13 times everyday sometimes , i was told the shooting pains could be down to that by my doctor……………..i was examined by a gp who found no lumps in my testicles……………he advised to reduce the masturbation………..ive tried to……but i still get the pulling, shooting pains..
should i ask for a urine test ?
i was tested by the urology months ago who told me tests were once again normal..
the head of my penis has deep ridges in the skin covering the head , i was told its normal by dermatologist and there was no skin disorder .
i thought the ridges were cracks in the skin, but the dermatologists said they wernt cracks , but ridges , because there was still skin underneath the ridges.
so im trying not to worry about that..
the other day i got a burning sensation when i urinated , but it seems to have gone now.
i urinate frequentley , i have done for a long time now, little burst of urine…..i was told it was probally the severe anxiety – recentley though, after sleeping overnight – my bladder is very full to the point of painful , in the morning , were i urgently need to go strait away in the morning..
recent diabetes tests were in the normal range , i was clear for diabetes.
im overweight and have been inactive for many years because of agoraphobia and inactivity.
i have physical minor disfigurements , a crooked little finger that droops over slightly that wont straiten……..due to an injury years ago..
the surgeon said they can fix it.
damaged nerves in my right knuckle through punching a wall years ago…..i can use my hand normally, but it hurts to hit a punch bag.
surgeons said they cant fix the nerves.
im waiting for an operation on my left ankle soon, i will be in a plaster for 6 weeks – i torn the ligaments in a sprain year ago.
or is it all my mental disorder, psychological ?
could it be hyperthyroidism ? hypoglycemia ?
basically, what im saying is : do you think theres anything physically wrong with me , neurologically , biologic
are my problems psychological like the psychiatrist said or could there be biological causes to ?
should i pursue biological tests ?
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