
I’m so fed up with these things. The other day I had a panic attack and my heart rate was like 150-180. It wasn’t quite so severe of an attack, but it was bad, since I was home alone. This lasted for hours, coming in waves. When my mom got home I was a nervous wreck, shaking, hands like ice, cold sweat, breathing fast, throat tightening, jaw going numb. I finally convinced her to give me a klonipin, which she does NOT like for me to take since she’s been physically addicted to it for years. The klonipin relieved all of the symptoms within 20 minutes and I was able to go to sleep.
My main question is this:
I’ve had attacks that have sent my heart rate skyrocketing, sometimes up to 200bpm, usually for a short amount of time though. ONCE it was 225bpm but that was after I’d smoked pot (I was stupid) and my mom called an ambulance. I’ve actually had an ambulance called twice, and both times the paramedics assured me that I was okay. The last time was a month or two ago, when I had stayed up for 48 hours straight and took 3 benadryls to help me sleep. Well, that put me into such a daze that I took 2 more benadryls (125mg total) which made 2 days without sleep feel like 10. I started hallucinating slightly and freaked out really bad. My heart rate had to have been 200 for a short time. My mom called an ambulance, because she knew I needed paramedics to calm down. They got there, and I said "I don’t think the human heart can beat this fast without causing damage."
Well, one of the paramedics said, "The human heart can beat VERY fast without hurting you."
I’ve also read that it’s the rhythm that will hurt you and not the actual speed. Is this true? My rhythm is always perfect. Both times I was hooked up to an EKG, the beat was perfect, the rhythm was perfect, and they told me I was just having sinus tachycardia. My mom has also assured me of these things, since she studied cardiology for 2 years before I was born.
I’m seriously at my wits end. I went for a while without having panic attacks and now they are back! My mom had them years ago and she assures me that they can’t hurt me. She even has them once in a rare while to this day! I’m still not convinced. When my heart is beating that fast, all I can think about is a heart attack, or cardiac failure! It’s driving me crazy!
I mean, theoretically, the heart beating fast is good for it as long as it’s not drug induced right? I have NO heart problems, and my cholesterol and triglycerides are just BARELY borderline high. I’m overweight, but I’m on a diet and losing. I’m also only 16.
Can this kill me!?!?!? And will it ever go away?
*sigh*
I’m sorry. I’m just a ball of tension and I’m venting, but I would really appreciate anyone with some "external" reassurance.
God bless.
Firstly, I have minor hypothyroidism, that has been under control all my life. I take Synthroid 88MCG daily for it. Also, hypothyroid issues would cause a slow heart rate- not a fast one. I get it checked frequently and last time it was normal.
Secondly, I’m positive it’s not a heart condition. I’ve had my heart checked MANY times and it’s in good health. The ONLY time my heart races is either during and shortly after exerting myself, or during a panic attack. And as for the latter, I KNOW the panic causes it because every time it happens I get that butterfly feeling in my stomach like on a roller coaster from the adrenaline.
Lastly, after hearing so many people tell me my heart rate won’t kill me or hurt me during a panic attack has really calmed me down about it. It’s also comforting to know that other people have had this too! Wish me luck, and God bless all of you!
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